boy

my name is nicholas,
but people call me beh.

loves

my mum.
my family.
my friends.
basketball.
fashion.
watches.
shoes.
caps.
domokun.

wishlist

I want to go to mexico
i want a tatt
i want a Nixon Watch
i want a pair of stylo milo headphones

friends

jan
yijun

rants

listens

now&then

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Monday, July 29, 2013

lost


Hey there. Randomly chanced upon my old blog, decided to write a post.
Well im old now, 27 this year yet still feeling unaccomplished.
What do I want out of this life? Where do I see myself at 30? Are the questions that run through my head every now and then. Im almost always overly obsessed with hobbies that come along my way. But why do I not see such passion and desire, leading me to the sucess of my own life?
Its like freaking 2am in the morning and I have work tommorrow. Totally dreading it.
Is this where I see myself in the next few years to come?
So much thoughts flying around my life now. Even though i very much have what i want and need at the moment, something is amiss. Is wealth really what I seek? I need to really get out of this state of my mind.
Shoutouts to whoever who read this post, do holler :)

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