boy

my name is nicholas,
but people call me beh.

loves

my mum.
my family.
my friends.
basketball.
fashion.
watches.
shoes.
caps.
domokun.

wishlist

I want to go to mexico
i want a tatt
i want a Nixon Watch
i want a pair of stylo milo headphones

friends

jan
yijun

rants

listens

now&then

May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
June 2008
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
July 2010
July 2013

Friday, July 16, 2010

I Won't Even Start....


What happened after last summer
when we broke up,in September

I haven't seen you, feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts, but I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
Its always there no matter where I've been

So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face, no use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes, then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
I won't even start

I wish you luck and I wish it true
That's the best, I can do for you

Cuz you'll probably find love in someone new
I have to let go.
Yeah its hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know it'll cut me like a knife

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start

I won't even start.......

Friday, July 2, 2010

rant-dom


can't even remember how long has it been since i last blogged.. was blog hopping onto random people's and just suddenly felt the urge to. well... some people love to blog about their day, some people love to blog about their thoughts.. I would wanna be intelligent enough to talk about philosophical issues and current affairs, but guess its really not my cup of tea, haha.

sometimes i find it hard to understand the thoughts of others. an easy qn that leads to only a yes/no becomes a eternity struggle for them. Aren't we as humans capable of breaking down the qn to a list of benefits and consequences, and thereafter make a decision?
why do we always have to spare a thought for others?
Have we took some time off, to think about what WE want? instead of thinking how a decision or a want, may lead to another party being unhappy?
after ranting all this nonsense, im guilty for committing the latter. cause i care too much.
but i realized, in life you cant satisfy everyone. someone has to be hurt or sacrificed. However, you do have a choice on who u want to "save" and who to let go.

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