boy

my name is nicholas,
but people call me beh.

loves

my mum.
my family.
my friends.
basketball.
fashion.
watches.
shoes.
caps.
domokun.

wishlist

I want to go to mexico
i want a tatt
i want a Nixon Watch
i want a pair of stylo milo headphones

friends

jan
yijun

rants

listens

now&then

May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
June 2008
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
July 2010
July 2013

Saturday, April 18, 2009

im back and hurt


yup i know its been more than half a year since i last blogged, gonna start again now..
well, been going through a rough time this sem...
i was hurt alot
i was cheated alot
i was lied to alot
and i learnt alot

sometimes u think you know someone?
u dun really know...
how can one be confuse about the stuff they want?
u have A u lose B, you have B you have to give up A. Its as simple as that..
you kant possibly have the best of both worlds.... things ain't gonna be that easy for you... decisions have to be made.

i guess yours was pretty clear.
For the stuff u lied to me about, and now stuff that i heard about you... i'm determined to let you go.

i don't understand you, i don't. one moment u came to find me and tell me this, the other youre doing something else with another..

do you have a conscious?

i hope you'll wake up. and your friends will be there for you
im hurt.
im angry.
but im not gonna do anything rash.
i wish u all the best and i hope ure smart enuff to see the light.

i hate you
i wanna forget you
i wanna erase all existing memories of you.
thats why i tore up everything of urrs.

everything.

and gave it back to you.. i've nothing of yours anymore.

and i apologize for calling you names. i take that back.
you can lead and do whatever with your life now

take care-

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