Monday, May 21, 2007
lost in emotions..
the whole day today has been really crappy..
can't take some stuff off my mind.. it seems like i need an answer to alot of my qns? i need to find a solution, a way to get these thoughts off my head
was it due to loneliness? boredom? i really can't define neither could i differentiate
y mus we be hateful?
y mus we be hurtful? and do stuff to others jus to get back at them?
im not saying im the victim of it
maybe sumtimes i jus do things for the sake of getting bk at a person?
when i dun even mean it...
but damages done..
i feel like writing letters, feel like calling and talking on the phone
stufff that i dun normally like to do, or infact hate doing
im not asking for anyone to give me and ans to all my doubts
i, myself is a indecisive and fickle minded individual.
not to say soft hearted, full of emotions and love for the ones around me
and i am sure tts partly the reason y im feeling like this today?
but still to all haters out there, i dont really kare wat u think about me really. because u think u know me.
